First Loves
Where you are now, i hope,
i pray, this is minor
insignificance - below the focus
of your eternal perspective....
And that you are still with him,
our mutual paramour,
even now in the paths he's chosen.
Once I gave him to you,
to guide and grow through
all this world's crap.
But you left this life
suddenly
and I still struggle with
adjustment.
Where you are now, i hope,
i pray, you know the
sacrifice it takes, to give him
again, to someone else...
Someone not versed in us,
and not part of our time
growing into life ...
I pray that you are still with him,
our mutual paramour,
guiding the paths he's chosen.
He's neither yours nor mine,
but we both would care
what happens now.
You've always had more power than i,
in this,
so, please, please...
Please guide him
to safe shores.
Wow.